urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving the other eye as black as the devil start a housefire with us in the middle 2005-10-29T20:08:21Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:56380 2005-10-29T20:08:21Z 2005-10-29T20:08:21Z And on the sixth day of no power, FP&L said <br /><br />"YOU CAN HAVE IT BACK, NIKKI." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:50862 2005-07-14T22:08:03Z 2005-07-14T22:08:03Z an I.O.U. <b><font size="48">HOT HOT HEAT=TONIGHT!!!!!!!1@(*$30</b></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:46263 2005-05-14T03:06:54Z 2005-05-14T03:06:54Z (It's hard to give the benefit of the doubt to the opposite sex sometimes.<br />It's even harder to realize you shouldn't have, after you actually do.<br />Time to cut my losses and move on.) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:45912 2005-05-11T01:38:17Z 2005-05-11T01:39:05Z strangers, machine guns and a camera lens. Word on the street is:<br />The words are off the street and into my new journal.<br />It will be for only prose pieces, poems, blurbs etc. <br /><br /><br />So, if you're interested in reading what I write:MANTRIC_BANTER<br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/friends/add.bml?user=mantric_banter">http://www.livejournal.com/friends/add.bml?user=mantric_banter</a><br /><b>Add it.</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:44449 2005-02-17T16:26:20Z 2005-02-17T16:26:20Z Things were good...<br /><br />and then I got my cell phone bill.<br /><br />$875.46.<br /><br />OUCH!<br /><br />Thank goodness my mom isn't mad. :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:29443 2003-11-03T22:53:05Z 2003-11-03T22:53:05Z You're not an understated headline in a newspaper.<br />You're not an unknowningly malicious news report.<br />You are selfless.<br />I admire you. I refuse to say it in past tense's form, you are a living inspiration. <br />I barely knew you, but we were getting closer.<br />We had a connection. It's not lost,and I won't let it be.<br />You are intellect.<br />You are intrigue.<br />You are <b>your own</b> and I love you for it, forever.<br /><br />I will dance to your tune until the day I see you again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:21800 2003-09-06T04:03:35Z 2003-09-06T04:03:35Z and I died in the womb. The sights of such beautiful people made a beautiful show even better.<br /><br />Tonight was my longest airbourne time yet. <br /><br />this is me freefalling,<br />&lt;3X nikki urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:16229 2003-08-07T07:05:38Z 2003-08-07T07:05:38Z in this gauty apartment complex. 1. Are you a boy or girl? <br />A perfect gentleman.<br /><br />2. Are you in a relationship? <br />I love YOU so,Oh, oh...I'm missing YOU to death.<br /><br />3. How long have you been on this earth? <br />True, it may seem like a stretch but,...I am a visitor here, I am not permanent.<br /><br />4. What have you learned from your life? <br />I was waiting for a cross town train in the London underground when it struck me, that I was waiting since birth to find, a love that would look and sound like a movie.<br /><br />5. Describe yourself. <br />Please dont be upset at this portrait I will paint..but, I want so badly to beleive that there is truth and love is real.<br /><br />6. Describe your past relationships. <br />I can finally see, why I was the one worth leaving.<br /><br />7. What is the most important thing you have learned? <br />I know that I have made mistakes, and I swear I'll never wrong you again.<br /><br />8. Why are you here?<br />I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear... I'm a stranger with your door key, explaining that I'm just visiting.<br /><br />9. How would you kill yourself if you could? <br />You will hear the shrillest highs and lowest lows..."Come down now!" they will say.<br /><br />10. Name your biggest flaw. <br />I can't accept that it's over.<br /><br />11. If you were given a chance...what is one thing you would do?<br />Give ourselves new names, identities erased, start a brand new colony.<br /><br />I mixed the lyrics around some, too.<br /><br />I &lt;3 The Postal Service, and so should you.<br /><br />You've had your chance so say goodbye,<br />XOXO Nikki XOXO urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:15961 2003-08-07T05:34:07Z 2003-08-07T05:34:07Z tables, charity reeks of cheap wine and pity. Movie day was a success...except that I was late, but thats no new trend.&lt;3<br /><br />Thus a bastard in death,<br />XOXO Nikki XOXO urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:15646 2003-08-06T05:24:47Z 2003-08-06T05:25:33Z just fifteen minutes now, and baby I feel so down Today was alot of fun...<br />* I got to see Laura for the last time before her getaway. &lt;/3 * Got to see Melanie, Alex and Phil. * Met Liz, went to Taco Bell with her. * Claimed to be &#39;Larney&#39; and messed with people on AIM w/ Liz...everyone who got the weird comments, I appologize, but the I &lt;3 U&#39;s were true. :) * Fed a loud-ass dog macaronie. P.S.- Tommorrow is movie day for Me, Lauren, and Mark, I know your jelous...SWEAT IT! I&#39;m walkin&#39; out that door, XOXO Nikki XOXO urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:15612 2003-08-04T05:17:08Z 2003-08-04T05:41:23Z "The Moon is Down" La Fiesta was awesome, well when Further and WF&WM played it was. <br /><br />It was my first time seeing the Weapon, and I was mighty impressed. Didn't dance but had a good time watching other people tear it up.<br /><br />Now Further was a different story. The energy of that performance was amazing. I was crowd surfing, jumping off stage, and even got to sing into the mic in a semi-dog-pile. What a night, all of this taking place to the tunes of one of my favorite bands. I even had some guy come up to me at the end and be like "you were that girl crowd surfing"...my reply:"yes, yes I was." Exit.<br /><br />But of course a good show wouldn't be half as good without seeing some smiling faces: Dan ( I hope your knee gets better), Junior, Phil, Laurie, Erin (lj name?), meeting Nikki (from Whole Addiction), meeting Paige (briefly, heh), and a few others I shook the hands of, but can't remember quite who.<br /><br />HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVAN! It is offically Monday. :)<br /><br />"This is ours! Ours! Ours! This one is ours."<br />XOXO Nikki XOXO urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:15342 2003-07-31T22:09:47Z 2003-07-31T22:11:06Z While the guiatine just laughed again... Topic of last night's Conan O'Brien Show...<br /><br />Tom Arnold's third testicle.<br /><br /><br />TOM: "Its weird though, you're getting examined by a doctor, a male doctor...so i like to be in a certain 'state' if you will..But not TOO good of a state, then they get the wrong idea."<br /><br />CONAN: "Either that or it could just nicely unvail #3."<br /><br />Good times, good times.<br /><br /><br />Dancin on the corpses ashes,<br />XOXO Nikki XOXO urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:14507 2003-07-22T00:16:17Z 2003-07-22T00:16:17Z Five days until Warped Tour...who's bright, shining faces will I be seein' there? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:14177 2003-07-21T22:33:19Z 2003-07-21T22:33:19Z Glassjaw bandit x style: I just hate feeling like this<br /><br />I &lt;3 Dan. He's one of the most amazingly special people I know. I'm so lucky to know him. &lt;3's across the board. <br /><br /><br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:13890 2003-07-14T18:27:37Z 2003-07-14T18:27:37Z but you ripped mine out... Found out Radiohead tickets are on sale already.<br />I listened to the full new Poison the Well cd, and it doesn't suck,they just chose poor songs to let fans preview.<br /><br />P.S.- This journal is going friends only so comment if you want to be added! &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:13573 2003-07-12T04:56:25Z 2003-07-12T04:56:25Z Number five on the NEW Brand New cd. Today was awesome...<br />I woke up today at 9:30 (hard to believe)...went to the beach with Farrah, Junior, Jess, and Daniellie(y?). I had a blast, got a bit burnt too.<br /><br />Went to Farrah's after and hung out. I got a call from Kelsey, she'll be home tomorrow. <br /><br />Tonight Michelle picked me up and we went to the show at the Factory....but first we walked around target and the Coral Ridge Mall (it was so hot, didn't feel like waiting outside). Me and Ms. Michelle, oh the fun times! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:13396 2003-07-11T04:51:30Z 2003-07-11T04:51:30Z <a href="http://www.maniclab.com/scensters_ep1.html">http://www.maniclab.com/scensters_ep1.html</a><br /><br />Go there, and laugh like you've never laughed before. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:13164 2003-07-11T04:15:10Z 2003-07-11T04:15:10Z Terror Last night I talked to the lovely Laura ( Aka Ba Dunk ) until the wee hours of the morning, so naturally I slept in pretty late. A few hours after waking up Junior and Vicky picked me up and we went and hung out in downtown Fort Lauderdale with Nellie(y?), Jessica, Marco, Daniellie(y?), Eddie and later their friend Justine joined us. It was alot of fun, their so funny! Maybe next time someone will actually swallow the dime...who knows. :)<br /><br />P.S.- Im going to the ETID show, I know your jelous, SWEAT IT!<br /><br />&lt;33333333333333333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:12827 2003-07-10T08:35:08Z 2003-07-10T09:03:48Z juliana theory and radiohead It's four in the morning and I'm talking to Laura...here's some of what we said...<br /><br />Four worded phrases:<br />fallSintOtreeS: hit that shit up<br />FellFromYourEyes: Tap that sweet ass!<br />fallSintOtreeS: holla fo a dolla<br /><br />Background info:<br />fallSintOtreeS: cuz we gay!----not at all aphiliated with or coorilated to:XDAGAYZX<br /><br />Thought for the day:<br />FellFromYourEyes : I wouldnt sweat it though, hes feelin you like a really soft blanket.<br /><br />Closing remarks:<br />fallSintOtreeS: iloveyounikki<br />FellFromYourEyes: Iloveyoutoo ( all together like yours was :-) )<br /><br />Very interesting...<br /><br />P.S.- No Boobs and Ba Dunk (A- Dunk) are going on a day- long adventure real soon. :) <br /><br />&lt;3 - "Can you see it, Laura?" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:12776 2003-07-09T18:41:12Z 2003-07-09T18:41:12Z Britney Spears Bitches! PIS show tonight...good stuff too...if you don't show let it be known that you are officially not cool.<br /><br />Just kidding, but everyone and their effin sister should go. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:12431 2003-07-08T20:42:38Z 2003-07-08T20:42:38Z Brand New Good news for all those interested...I know I was...<br /><br />* The Juliana Theory / HOPESFALL (Sep)<br />* AFI / BLEEDING THROUGH (Sep/Oct)<br />* PLEA FOR PEACE TOUR with POISON THE WELL / The Dillinger Escape Plan / Further Seems Forever / EIGHTEEN VISIONS (Sep/Oct)<br /><br /><br />Oh, and yeah, Count the Stars is playing with JT but who cares they suck. Eh, Im not too thrilled about AFI, not really a fan, but Bleeding Through is good. And, as for Plea for Peace it will be amazing, as long as PTW sticks to strictly old material and doesnt play any of that new bs which is by all means aweful.<br /><br />Yeah, so that's it. &lt;333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:12140 2003-07-07T23:15:31Z 2003-07-07T23:15:31Z Converge "The Saddest Day" I havent updated in a while, much has happened though. <br /><br />*I went to the mall like a gazillion times, pure craziness for sure.<br />*Had a slumber party with Farrah...oh boy what fun! :)<br />*Hung out with John and Dan a few times, oh boy what crazy kids!<br />*Watched some movies with Farrah and Will and Joey, movie days at Joey's are the absolute best!<br /><br />Tomorrow Im hanging out with Vicky, but she might just live with me forever and never leave. I &lt;3 muh sista'! Later this week Im haning out with Farrah and Megan possibly. Fun times to the max.<br /><br />&lt;33333333333333333333<br /><br />Good shows coming up:<br /><br />July 25 Evergreen Terrace, Until The End, Remembering Never, Adore Miridia @The Alley<br /><br />August 12 Tuesday, - Reggie and the Full Effect with Midtown @<br />The Factory<br /><br />August 14 Shai Hulud, Rise Against, Avenged Sevenfold and Open Hand @The Factory<br /><br />September 5 Atreyu with God Forbid, Darkest Hour and Underoath @The Factory<br /><br />P.S.- Mike Gratz, I called, it was busy. :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:11829 2003-06-28T18:01:05Z 2003-06-28T18:01:05Z Recover "Sympathetic Sickness" I went to the Death By Stereo show last night, not really my preference, but it was still mildly enjoyable. I got to hang out with Marcela, she's so awesome. <br /><br />The End &lt;3 &lt;3 &lt;3 &lt;3<br /><br />P.S.- New Poison the Well sucks beyond belief, what a dissapointment. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:11647 2003-06-25T00:35:46Z 2003-06-25T00:35:46Z Piebald " Long Nights " You will live in House.<br />You will drive a White Mustang.<br />You will marry Robbie and have 4 kids.<br />You will be a Independent Film Director in New York.<br /><br />By Mustang I mean old mustang, new cars suck.<br /><br /><br />So a little recap to bring you all up to speed:<br /><br />Saturday: Went to the movies with Lauren, Mark, and met their friend Gene. Wrong Turn= <br /> Shortest movie ever! got ice cream after, but this gigantic mutant bug was in the car scaring us half to death. Not good!<br /><br />Sunday: Hung out with Will and Joey and saw Dumb and Dumberer, funny but definitely dumb <br /> funny; launced off an engine minus the rocket, sparks flew; went to Lindsay's house <br /> and watched Disney movies.<br /><br />Monday: Hung out with Will and Joey again; layed around Joey's house for like ten hours, its <br /> easy to be lazy! watched some funny movies. A very good day! Also my cd's finally <br /> arrived , Nikki= SO happy. ;)<br /><br />Well, its been fun! &lt;333333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thisismeleaving:11294 2003-06-21T04:32:15Z 2003-06-21T04:32:15Z Thursday "Porcelain" Plans for tomorrow:<br />- Sleep in late.<br />- Get ears stretched more.<br />- Hang out with Lauren, Mark, and Ashley hopefully ::fingers crossed::<br /><br />Well, it should be fun.